Dear Lim Tai Rong, I know you might not be even reading this, but I supposed this may be the only way for myself to express what is hidden in my heart, the deepest feeling hidden in and yet can't be expressed.. Friday 28.2.14 This is the day that marked the full-stop of our 8-months plus relationship. You have found a photo of me with yijin during our HK trip in July 2013. Yep, I was still with him.. indeed.. you may have guessed correctly.. I was in a relationship with you and him same time.. Sorry to have to end it this way.. I can't help myself from saying sorry .. can't help from stopping tears dropping out.. can't stop blaming myself for all these mistakes done.. I have trusted my feeling to go onto this relationship with you.. its the love that has connected both you and me, bringing us happiness. Merely a gut feeling to start a relationship with you.. believing that things will turn out good.. Life has been meaningful and completed with happiness with you by my side everyday. But I've just learnt that I can't have both.. I know you must have think that how could I do things that hurt you when I love you so much.. :/ I'm sorry that I don't have the answer for your question.. I think I'm just selfish.. I'm just so afraid to lose you both.. I do not know you deep.. but i know him deep well.. I always hope that I can have longer time to know you better.. to find out if we could have a future together.. or it is just merely short easy-come-easy-go relationship.. but I guess from today onward.. we do not have chance to talk or meet anymore.. I just want to say I'm sorry.. if time can be reversed.. I supposed it might not have to end it this way.. =/ how i felt deep inside is in fact cant be expressed in words.. the song 其实很爱你 may have just expressed what I want to say.. May your life without the evil me be happily ever after..