Dear Lim Tai Rong, I know you might not be even reading this, but I supposed this may be the only way for myself to express what is hidden in my heart, the deepest feeling hidden in and yet can't be expressed.. Friday 28.2.14 This is the day that marked the full-stop of our 8-months plus relationship. You have found a photo of me with yijin during our HK trip in July 2013. Yep, I was still with him.. indeed.. you may have guessed correctly.. I was in a relationship with you and him same time.. Sorry to have to end it this way.. I can't help myself from saying sorry .. can't help from stopping tears dropping out.. can't stop blaming myself for all these mistakes done.. I have trusted my feeling to go onto this relationship with you.. its the love that has connected both you and me, bringing us happiness. Merely a gut feeling to start a relationship with you.. believing that things will turn out good.. Life has been meaningful and completed with happiness with you by my side everyday. But I've just learnt that I can't have both.. I know you must have think that how could I do things that hurt you when I love you so much.. :/ I'm sorry that I don't have the answer for your question.. I think I'm just selfish.. I'm just so afraid to lose you both.. I do not know you deep.. but i know him deep well.. I always hope that I can have longer time to know you better.. to find out if we could have a future together.. or it is just merely short easy-come-easy-go relationship.. but I guess from today onward.. we do not have chance to talk or meet anymore.. I just want to say I'm sorry.. if time can be reversed.. I supposed it might not have to end it this way.. =/ how i felt deep inside is in fact cant be expressed in words.. the song 其实很爱你 may have just expressed what I want to say.. May your life without the evil me be happily ever after..

真的只是巧合吗？

你相信心灵相通吗？

并不是不可能 只是机会很偶然

还需要双方长年累积的默契

还真不容易的

心理没说出来的 某某人却已经知道和明白了

某某人想做的事或心理的某个念头

不用说出来就已经能体会和了解

真的只是巧合吗？ 一直藏在我心里的 都被你发现了

并没想过会让你发现 太神奇了， 也太令我惊讶！

也不是认识太久 可是就常被你发现心中的话

是天意 还是巧合

真想有一天能真正和你坐在vivo 的 sushi tei

一边看海 一边吃sushi

感觉一定很棒很赞！！ :D

很希望那一天的来临

希望那天来临的时候， 我们没有怨恨的遗憾

只有开心的叙旧 和傻傻的淡笑

应该会是这样的吧 ~



*某某人 我还是很shock 因为你让你妈妈偷看了我的blog . . . . 没有privacy lei!!

不会萌芽的感觉

有些感觉，能留住当然很好

不能留住，勉强也只不过是强人所难

虽说，不能留住 伤害往往比较少

重来的话 还是很纵容自己去尝试

想到了 可我做不到 心里很酸了

为了不能萌芽的感觉而感到遗憾

是我的自私和畏怯

也许不让它萌芽 会对你和我更好

没结果的 就让它随风飘去

不为什么 就是要你为自己好好活下去

希望 将来你想起我的时候 脸上是带着笑容的

那时因为我们曾经很开心，很甜的聊过

感觉虽是触摸不了， 可也不容易擦去