GRRRrrr!!

Aiyerrr!! This is killing me sia!!! lol Having a hard time to change the blog template.. lol.. so give up le.. >.<

Today, my boss called, tell me that all the shift this week will be canceled. STUN! woots.. suddenly work 1 week and rest 1 week.. =.='' lol.. is it realli ok? Haha, he say nx week will continue my shift... hmmm ... hopefully he will call me up again in these few days..

Well, today has been a tired day.. woke up early.. went swimming, then come home feel so tired. Feel like taking a nap, but i didn't.. lol.. end up watching drama non stop.. hmm.. wtch le 6 episode.. >.< woots!

But I took my breakfast, lunch regularly today~ =D n I have my banana today! =P lol.. going dinner soon le.. =)

最近，每次静下来，心里反反复复都出现你说的每句话。想你啊！ *wink*

The new born waitress..

It has been 3 days working in a restaurant, and I'm very happy today! =D i mean last nite (woots! its over 12 now) A lot people come visit me today! =D First visit by Alex, Andy, and KJ.. they dropped by for dinner after their work >.< so touching!! .. Then Mel, Daniel, Yan, and MK lol purposely come to visit and disturb me ... haha... last but not least, my sis and YJ came for late dinner and pick me up to go home together .. you both are so great!! I don't need to travel home alone today... Haha, it's realli glad to see friends visit lol.. =D too bad.. i tot my boss gonna give u guys 10% discount.. but apparently he didn't.. I supposed it is kind of a busy day.. (woots, i mean ytd).. lol.. don't really have time to speak to you all much..=/ Dunno why today there are a lot of customer.. and dunno why I was at the pantry making drinks most of the time.. lolol.. i guess it's fated..

In the past 2 days, things were not that good.. lol.. I "sort of" made a lot of mistakes.. especially in the first day.. cant remember so many things la.. =x lol .. and really relieved that I'm allow to use 2 hand to hold the tray when serving dishes.. lol .. the plates and bowl are really heavy.. there are few times where i almost break some glasses.. hahaha.. coz the trays are very slippery.. *wonder will my salary deducted if i break some glasses or bowl or plates..* havent really try before.. but hopefully it wont happen.. then i also always mix up the table number ... lol.. and that 某某人 keep laugh at me summore lor.. >.< lol .. but its ok.. juz need some time to remember the table number well.. hahaha.. and not forgetting the pork/beef too..

Lol, everyday before i go to work, sort of get use to receive some confident booster from 某某人 . lol .. reminding me a lot of things.. =) he wanna make sure I will not make similar mistakes again and again.. haha.. lol anyway, I'm still new there.. more things to learn and also more things to beware of.. =/ It's very sweet of him to give some mental support everyday to make sure you are fine and alright.. =) anyway, it just feel so good to have him beside to share everyday sweet and bitter.. He is just the guy who laughs and make you laugh too =D

虽然我的STM还挺严重的， 可是你说过的话我都会牢牢的记得。谢谢你，一直在我身边支持着我哦！只希望你每天也过的开开心心的！

Updates

Whiew! It has been a tiring week.. busy hanging out with friends until hardly blogging. Haha, actually main reason is that I was a little lazy.. every time when I'm about to blog, suddenly mental block (woots) and then I stopped. Hahaha...

Well.. Wish Melissa a happy sweet 18th birthday!! Welcome to the S18 group!! xD haha.. hope you have enjoy yourself in the past few days!! Hope you like our presents hoh..Poor Natalie n me shop few days to find it de. last nite the K-sessions is HOT!! lol looking forward to go more K session like det .. well.. the 走音part is not tat bad i supposed. hahaha.. we all having a good time shouting and dancing.. lol.. tat's what SING K is all about!!

Haha, after so many day out.. my wallet oso getting a bigger hole le. hen broke neh!! lol So.. taking up a part time job as waitress.. in a restaurant... somewhere in Central Region~ (haha.. I shall not mention too much la.. later 某某人come visit me >.< ) Gonna start working on coming Tues le.. xD hopefully its a good start!!

Gosh.. its getting late! I need to wake up early tomoro morning! Woots! tat's all for now!

Sing K fever!!

歌曲：下雨天
歌手：南拳妈妈
专辑：南拳妈妈新歌+精选《南搞小孩》
作曲：张杰  作词：张杰


下雨天了怎么办 我好想你
不敢打给你 我找不到原因
什么失眠的声音
变得好熟悉
沉默的场景  做你的代替
陪我听雨滴

期待让人越来越沉迷
谁和我一样
等不到他的谁
爱上你我总在学会
寂寞的滋味
一个人撑伞  一个人擦泪
一个人好累

怎样的雨  怎样的夜
怎样的我能让你更想念
雨要多大
天要多黑  才能够有你的体贴

其实  没有我你分不清那些
彻别  接近还能多一些
别说你会难过
别说你想改变
被爱的人不用道歉

期待让人越来越疲惫
谁和我一样
等不到他的谁
爱上你我总在学会
寂寞的滋味
一个人撑伞  一个人擦泪
一个人好累

怎样的雨  怎样的夜
怎样的我能让你更想念
雨要多大
天要多黑 才能够有你的体贴

其实  没有我你分不清那些
彻别  接近还能多一些
别说你会难过
别说你想改变
被爱的人不用道歉

怎样的雨  怎样的夜
怎样的我能让你更想念
雨要多大
天要多黑 才能够有你的体贴

其实  没有我你分不清那些
彻别  接近还能多一些
别说你会难过
别说你想改变
被爱的人不用道歉

Angel by myside

Most of you should know i went HK trip last yr and bought an angel soft toy. =D But most of you haven't met that angel yet rite? xD

Her name is Emily, Little Wingel Series by NICI. =D

I'm not a super soft toy fans. =P (not like cheryl =p) haha.. but I just feel like bring her home all the way from HK to SG. I believed it is a blessing if you love at first sight on an angel. Woots.. =)

Altho I believed it's a blessing to bring her home.. I fell sick upon return to SG. haha.. hmmph.. very sick. =P Guess she have a tough time getting use to the weather here.. haha.. =P

Having you by myside is like having an angel beside me too, Bless and Cheer me up everyday.. *wink*

Coffee Breaks

Yum yum.. it's middle of the night, 3am. Just finished mapling at 2am and don't feel like sleeping yet. Hmm I guess 某某人 gonna worry me for sleeping so late now when he is reading this..
having a cup of coffee now.. dun worry, it's just a cup of very very light coffee. =) wont make me cant sleep de. =)

I think it feels really good to take a break after whole day long. No mapling. No nagging (someone is away). Nothing to think about and just relax. have a cup of coffee.

I'm thinking about mapling right now. I'm pretty regrets to help mags to train while he is away. lol. Just feel tat it is very tiring and no freedom? =/ I'm no longer a chiongster bah.. haha.. just dun wan to be so "no life"..

Most importantly, 某某人called. and I can't accompany him. I can't really multitask. =) I'm sure I miss out a lot from him during tat call. =) but definitely can tell his disappointment. I bet 某某人sure felt being cheated when he login and 没人理他。hahaha.. summore hoh.. being 70% ignored by 某某人，sure disappointed le. =P

Altho we didnt chat much tonight while its a exciting night~, lol before he goes to bed. I took 5mins break from maple training, and send him an sms. A sincere appologise. =) It mus have been hard on him tonight.. if I'm him and being ignore like det.. sure sad si le =P really glad that he replied my sms =) so scared he mai reply sia.

I was thinking to cancel off tml training and take a good break and rest well. =) but too bad.. i can't. Shouldn't have promise sexy to train sia. Sigh.. Haha hopefully wat happen tonight wont happen again. =)

It's a blessing to have 某某人 beside me *wink*

Sharing~

Haha, I'm in exciting mode today. Dunnoe why sia. Early morning wake up quite emo de, bcoz last nite din sleep well. woke up few times in the night. Arggh.. but I'm not tired at all now.. in fact.. quite excited summore. :D

haha excited coz I just finish sms-ing with him. =P and i told him i have nice song to share with him.. it took me 30 mins to find that song. lol. I dunno the title of the song, but i have it in my ipod. =x it's a song by Jay chou in one of his concert..

Here's the link.. =P <斗牛> 周杰伦，The One 演唱会

*hope you all enjoy it* cause i myself pretty like it.. altho i dun realli know he sing simi. Hahaha.. u all know la.. Jay chou style mah~ =P

If any one found the link to download the mp3 plz share yi xia hoh... =D

Today, i realize im a little into 某某人's charm. I say so because he is all over me today!
1. when i drink water, i remember he say must slowly drink so tat body can absorb the water.. woots =P

2. Then, when I was playing maple until sleepy le.. I remember he say banana help to recover sugar level in the body and u will feel sleepy le.. lolol .. n i almost wanted to get myself some bananas.. haha.. dunno has he took his banana today oredi.. xD

3. I was like digging his sms, and i juz realize.. my inbox is full of his msg.. xD lol kind of make me miss him more sia. =x so i drop him an sms to make stay awake when doing a.math =P (haha.. it's an excuse nah.. i know la.. lolol.. juz feel like text him =p)

4. This is the most farnee de liao, i dunno y.. i juz keep having a smile on the face when i login his Dk today. =) Imagine, 有个傻瓜自己对着电脑笑，lol.. tat's wat my housemate describe me juz now. xD lololol .. tat's because 某某人influence me so much until everytime i think of him, is juz happiness and laughters.

SO... conclusion, i guess he is someone important in my life right now. =) I hope i bring him all the sweet and happiness too. =) Hope he stay happy and cheerful every day every moment =)

希望某某人和我一样，想起我的时候，脸上是充满笑容的 *wink*

day 3

looks like my count down dont really work tat well. xD skipped day 2 le.. lololol.

From last night till now is a bright shiny day for me.. =x Dunno lei.. feel like 某某人 was there accompanying me and it brights up my day .. xD

Last night, I slept with a smile, just hope the feeling will sustain.. and hopefully i will get tat sweet feeling everynite before i go to bed. Even when i woke up, the happiness continue.. =)

*life become cheerful because 某某人 is there to support and cheers *

Day 1

Early morning woke up, went swimming with denise.. we have a small competition of 3 laps non stop.. lol n i lost.. apparently not enuf stamina le.. lol slack for too long..

Breakfast after swimming. We went to have breakfast.. today feel tired..no appetite for heavy breakfast.. just ordered my fav milo + toast bread. xD then jiu head home le..

Afternoon 12 plus, apparently my soar throat isnt getting any better.. then i sms him to check if his soar throat is recovering.. xD well.. he gave me a call after tat.. for a short talk while he was on the way home.. lol.. Hehe.. just feel great to hear his voice.. but i was going for lunch tat time.. so wasnt able to talk any longer..

evening, i decided to train our little oOBabyBlurOo, but SN2 is so crowded... duh.. no map.. so i change my plan to go Time Temple hunt piece instead.. XD hehe.. luck is not tat bad.. hunt tio 3 piece nia.. so far.. =x lol.. then Extrasafe7 aka vincent wanna join me to do his 999 quest.. well .. okie lor.. =) just do tgt lor then.. haha.. well.. he told me abt his ex-gf.. lol.. n i think he is some flirtatious guy? =x dun quite know him yet.. F3 but he seems wanted to know me more.. lol.. b4 i logoff.. he even ask for my number sia.. =.='' lol let me count.. its only the 2nd time we chat in maple i suppose.. lolol.. well.. eventually we did exchange number la.. lolol.. =x shall see how it goes.. but i told him.. im single but not available.. lol .. he asked.. y not available.. =x woots.. i say.. coz there's something going on between me n a guy.. haha.. I shall not say more here..

Hmmph i think tat's all for now.. shall see wat's gonna happen in the night later.. =)

look forward to hear from him soon.. =)

Breaks...

" Things break all the time.

Glass, and dishes, and fingernails. Cars and contracts and potato chips.

You can break a record, a horse, a dollar. You can break the ice.

There are coffee breaks, lunch breaks and prison breaks. Day breaks, waves break, voices break. Chains can be broken. so can silence, and fever.

Everthing breaks. Some things just hurt more than others.. "

- Quoted from Jodi Picoult "Handle with care"

knowing you is the greater joy in my life. Appreciate it.. =)

Time Cure

People always say time is the best cure to heal wound.. but does it really true?

After so long, I tot I would forget.. the wound would heal.. and I will move on.. but.. am I?

Many people always say as time goes on.. you will forget all the unhappy events, all the falls in life, and turn over to a new page of life.. What left over is the memories.. that's how people learn their lesson of life.. rite?

Memories hah? As time goes on.. memories bring forward to the next page too.. so does time really cures? or it just trying to refresh ur memories?

*Weather forecast for today is rainy day. Skies are grey but I still believed the sun is hiding somewhere =P let the sun take a break today =D *

每次我觉得我们距离越来越近，其实我们距离越来越远...

There's something about him..

Haha, if you are staying with me.. u're most likely to see me having a smile on face lately .. =D

Everytime we are together.. it's always full of jokes and laughters, non-stop de.. lol .. he is always there to make me laugh.. haha..

He is so different.. =) haha..coming back to sg, i just feel like someone important is back to my life le =D there's someone to share my jokes, share my stories.. =D

I'm alwiz in happy mode when hearing his voice.. coz we both having good times laughing at each other..haha .. n bullying each other..

Come back since thursday and i feel like he is just beside me all the time after i come back.. it feels good when someone is there to accompany u.. =) Really so glad that he is beside me .. every moment we are together is always full of happiness.. hope he feel the same way too.. *wink*

life is always cheerful because you're beside me =)

Early Morning...

Good morning?woots.. lol its 12pm now.. should be afternoon le..

Early 7 plus am.. our missy denise give me a morning call le.. ask me go swimming sia.. =.= realli hen on .. 8 plus , she drop by n kidnapped me le..feel so tired now..shouldnt have told her tat im back..

as usual, after swimming we went breakfast... then we had a little girls talk =P ha nah.. dunno what to do mah.. =/ she ask me go apply for part time job.. n she even drag me to holland V to find part time job.. duh! =/

We went to a jap restaurant which hiring part time waiters/waitress.. =P a friendly manager come out n interview me haha.. ask me when can start work.. then i go tell him immediately . lol .. (at tat moment prefer not to start immediately de) lolol .. walao.. come back less than 24 hours jiu start working..? =.='' havent rest enuf lei ... =.= heng the manager say need some time to process..ask me wait news.. wahaha.. *whiew*

there's another ice cream house hiring too .. but i wasnt dress up appropriately la.. so dare not go in lolol.. plus im totally unprepare la.. it's a high class ice cream house neh ... lol

we shall see how la.. i still wanna enjoy my holiday .. wanna slack.. sleep.. watch pps *wink* .. play maple *F3* .. hehe..

Testing... testing..

hmmph.. change a new templates again with pb's help.

Still seems a bit wierd to me tho.. o.O

Sweet talk

Have been staying in auntie mae house for 1 week le. She is so nice, cook nice meal for me.. bring me go dim sum.. let me use cyndi jie jie's pc. =D

We have a lot talks.. lol apparently she is concern abt my future.. what i gonna do next.. giving me a lot a lot advices.. she ask me to apply colleges in KL. =D but i dun like KL =/ if i were to do my foundation/pre-u in KL.. i would rather go back sg do poly. cause its the same n faster =P

There's one line tat i remember so well.. she say, "no one can't force you if you don't want to. We all want you to excel in future but right now you are just stand still and not willing to make ur step further." she say she dun need to know why i have not move on mylife but she wan me to live no regrets ...

Sigh.. i know her concern.. i have my concern too. Lol.. still blur-ing right now..

say is alwiz easier than do mah.. =/ lol juz give me some time to think it thru... right now.. i juz want to have a long sweet holiday again~~

I hope he will excel in his future too.. he's a guy with dreams =)